September 2010
“If you ever saw me smile
You should know I felt sick inside”
– Draconian
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Today was such a lovely day.
Why must I ruin all that’s good in my world? I burnt the wings of this butterfly and cried at the smell of smoldering happiness as it faded to ash.
Can I start over please? This time as a heartless slut with no regard for others. Things would be easier that way. Or at least it would hurt less when I royally fucked over someone so perfect.
(I know I’m far from worthy but please don’t leave me...
I love the way it makes me feel when a guy calls me love. :)
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Gloomy mornings like these.
The dark curtains are rimmed with a grey light from the outside world. There’s a bottle of wine on my nightstand. I finish it in several gulps, its never enough. My sheets are black to match above, along with my chipping nail varnish. My body aches and my head swims. I am sober. I can not forget your smell, nor intoxicating voice. I shake to think of what I had for just a blink in time. Your...
